I HAVE MY LICENSE AND I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Some Balance PLEASE!!!
Ok, I wouldn't normally do this because I personally don't like reading vent post but I seriously need it. Between my family being in and out of the hospital like we live there and driving I am having one of my first teenage all about ME ME ME moments so just bear with me or stop reading this and go to someone else's blog.
First, I love my family but I wish things were so much different!!!! I have never thought that in my life but like I said...ME ME ME remember...I just want everything to be CALM!!! No more hospital, no more going back and forth to Chapel Hill and WakeMed, no more "having to be the perfect child", I HATE IT! Life just sucks right now!!!!! Yes things are getting better and I understand that but still UGH!!!!!!!! The fact that it has to be that way at all just STINKS!
Second, DRIVING! It's amazing how my confidence and come and go so quickly. I go from none to over like THAT. I want the between!!!! I want to have enough confidence to feel good but know I still have so much to learn. It is looking like an IMPOSSIBLE task to find some BALANCE!! Plus I am so scared about my drivers lisense test. I feel ready until I think about the driving skills test. What if I CHOKE!?!?! What if I have to take the test 20 TIMES!?!?!? I mean I'm doing ok, I'm makin' it, passing all the test and I get in the car and forget one little thing and then POOF!!! FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So scary!
ahhhhhhhh........deep breath.........................
Ok, now that I am in control again I know that all these trials are for my good that in the end that I will be blessed for enduring through but I don't feel very strong right now. I'm sorry I put this up here but I....well I really don't know what to say....just i'm sorry.
From, Emily
First, I love my family but I wish things were so much different!!!! I have never thought that in my life but like I said...ME ME ME remember...I just want everything to be CALM!!! No more hospital, no more going back and forth to Chapel Hill and WakeMed, no more "having to be the perfect child", I HATE IT! Life just sucks right now!!!!! Yes things are getting better and I understand that but still UGH!!!!!!!! The fact that it has to be that way at all just STINKS!
Second, DRIVING! It's amazing how my confidence and come and go so quickly. I go from none to over like THAT. I want the between!!!! I want to have enough confidence to feel good but know I still have so much to learn. It is looking like an IMPOSSIBLE task to find some BALANCE!! Plus I am so scared about my drivers lisense test. I feel ready until I think about the driving skills test. What if I CHOKE!?!?! What if I have to take the test 20 TIMES!?!?!? I mean I'm doing ok, I'm makin' it, passing all the test and I get in the car and forget one little thing and then POOF!!! FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So scary!
ahhhhhhhh........deep breath.........................
Ok, now that I am in control again I know that all these trials are for my good that in the end that I will be blessed for enduring through but I don't feel very strong right now. I'm sorry I put this up here but I....well I really don't know what to say....just i'm sorry.
From, Emily
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Camp Cape = COOL
This is my Camp cape that goes with my super hero costume! How cool right! The whole theme is "I Believe in Superheros", and Jesus Christ is our greatest "superhero". I can't wait for camp now....3 1/2 weeks and counting! YAY!!!!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Friday, June 5, 2009
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