I been lazy!

Hey everybody!! Sorry, I been super lazy with the whole blog thing but I'm gonna put up this little update thing. One, lauren back in hospital, sucks, I so know. Stuck at home with mikey and daddy (and with me having the normal over-hormonal, tendency to yell, 17 year old personality u can guess how well this is working out). MOMMA's dog chewed up my 7TH pair of earbuds so I have come to the conclusion that she loves earwax or something like that :S (i know, gross right). I had to sing in YW new beginnings, and I sucked. I'm really starting to believe that singing is one talent that needs to be buried. Going back to the dog for a sec, currently (as in right now as i'm typing) she is hugging my foot with her front paws and flopped on her side like she's dead (and if she wasn't snoring right now i'd probably say she was). I started a account on a site called fanfiction (don't judge, i know its dorky) where people write their own versions or make up their own stories for different book series (like Twilight, Maximum Ride, Mortal Intstuments, etc...). It's totally uncool, but i already am unpopular so it doesn't matter i guess. We got a new bishop in our ward. I'll miss bishop tiek (he'll always be my bishop :) but i'm happy about the new bishop. Its kinda weird to have to say bishop simpson but i'll get used to it. I don't know what to do about my hair right now, i like how it looks thicker when it's short but i like all the i can do with it when its long so just another thing to think about. I'm starting to notice how this is starting to look like one of my journal entries. Just spouting any and all the crap i deal with, the happy stuff, the sad, and all the stupid stuff in between. I really don't care if anyone reads but it does feel good to just type it out. Like communitcating it all out without have the pesky problems of speaking, blushing, stuttering *shudder*. Anyway, I'll be done with my YW stuff soon and get my award *yay*. I am so siked that i'll finally get it! This just occured to me, i'll be 18 this year, november. Wow. Weird. I don't feel like I should be turning 18, but anything to get away from these darn hormones. Okay that's my life lately in a nutshell, hope you enjoyed the trip into my slightly insane mind.